Older Sister and her now 1 month old are home.
This after the little one spent half her life already in the hospital.
The doctors finally found a medicine combo that worked.
I am glad I could be there for her when she needed me.
I am tired.
Because I am tired, I am getting sick.
I hope and pray (even though I stopped praying years ago) that Older Sister will never have another worry when it comes to this child and will never know the the pain and hardship it takes to raise a "special needs" child.
Even though I know she will never stop worrying.
My child misses me so much she thinks I am running away and abandoning her every time I leave the room.
We are going to Disney's Animal Kingdom tomorrow for some bonding time.
(even though it will weaken me more)
Because my "special" girl is my universe and I want her to have more happy memories of me than not.
Please keep sending prayers, positive energy and good thoughts to my Older Sister and her baby girl.
I fully believe it all helped and is still helping.
You guys are great and I love each and every one of ya!
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